Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Settling In


It doesn’t happen like it always does in the movies. You don’t wake up one morning and decide to do it. Sitting at your desk, on a Tuesday afternoon, drifting off into daydream oblivion, thinking about your addict parents, and the new and obvious tension between your old friends, and this stale rut of a life you’ve dug yourself. You do something you haven’t done in…wow, years. You maneuver your mouse to the large W icon and double click. This time the bright white of the blank page doesn’t seem so sterile. It’s almost inviting. And you type a couple of warm up sentences, your fingers sliding easily into the old awkward way they always hovered over the little plastic keys. That’s the easy part. The warm up. Now comes the true test. One quiet afternoon is all you need.

Monday, August 03, 2009

Count Your Blessings...

...Not your troubles. In my constant search for an attitude adjustment, I'd like to try this exercise. Let's all go around the table and say one thing we are thankful for. I'll start:

Rainy Sundays
At my house, we play the occasional let's stay in bed all day game. It is especially fun when you can open the door to the porch and watch the rain fall. Yesterday we watched I'm Not There, the art film about Bob Dylan, Jason finished A Confederacy of Dunces and started another book, whose title eludes me right now. I finished Dune, and began Thirteen Moons. We watched a bit of The X-Games, snuggled with warm and furry kitties, crafted origami flowers, and pigged out on boiled peanuts and watermelon. Siiiggghh... I wish I was there now.